Saturday, June 26, 2004

cat's out of the bag!!


     yup! the cat is out of THE bag. mr postman came today apparently. with the MAIL. aih..i din get it. mom did. crap-ness...oh well. she already knew bou my results b4 she saw the transcript. call me an opportunist but i told her my results while i was washing vegetables. that piece of paper with taylor's college on it was disappointing as hell even tho i already knew what was in it. i kept wishing that my thinking skills result was WRONG but unfortunately...it's still the same. wish did NOT come true. :(

     anyways...i called my dad while he was at the office to tell him my results. oh dear...he was so..oooo quiet on the line. i think i trembled while telling him my results. and the fact that i couldn't see his expression was even worse. *shudders*

Dad : Hello?
Me   : Hie dy...
D : Yah, what?
M : Erm...i got my results already.
D : So? How did you do?
M : i got one A....*trails off*....(continues stammering the rest of the grades)
D : ......(silence)
M : Daddy?
D : I'm kinda busy now. I'll talk to you when i get home. *hangs up*
M : ok.*meekly* ( to nobody on the line)

     *bawls*...scary-nye. anyways...when he got home, u could see that sad and terribly disappointed look plastered on his face. i felt so...oooo bad. im a terrible daughter, i know. :(

      i got the lecture...only it was more saddening this time. and yah, im grounded. for how long..im not sure. probably until AS exams. but i don't mind. i deserve being grounded this time. so people, if i decline your invitations, please know that i CAN'T go and not WON'T go k?:)

     college is starting next week. i've vowed to start afresh, again. every year, every exam, heck, every little mini tests that i do, i vowed that i would do better. but it doesn't make much difference does it?*sighs again* im SO glad that this exam isn't taken into account for the finals.*phew!* so that means, i've still got 4 months to buck the hell up.

     anyways, as part of my new beginning...i'd like to find a nagger/pusher/inspirer to push me to do my work. i've been pushing myself for the past 6 months BY myself and well, it didn't really work. im too lenient for ME. so any volunteers? and i think i'd be needing someone to coach me on my maths. i totally DESPISE that subject but im gonna say i LOVE it now. mind you, im just doing this for psychological reasons. i read from somewhere that if you love/like something enough, you would grow to like it eventually... Me shall give it a try yah?*wink*

     i've been reading my blog today. i realised that i've changed a little. okay, maybe a LOT. i realised that i'm not as optimistic as i used to be. i feel drained out of optimism. now...where has it all gone to hmm...??LOL. i've become a more pessimistic and depressed?? person. i wonder why...

     and ohmigod!! i've got PMS everyday!!*screams* my mood is like a roller coaster. i can be SUPER happie at times and downright sad the next. im weird....*laughs nervously* and u know whats weirder? i feel like im reading someone else's stories when im reading my blog. i feel like an outsider when i read back on what i've wrote. creepy...

    *sigh* i've got nothing to say ady. i'd like to share something with you people. i found them while surfing the net late last nite. i think they're nice. :) hope you guys like it. :)




~ The greatest happiness in life is, to love and be loved. ~



~ Forever is the strangest thing,
   It's shorter than you think,
   It starts at any time you like,
   And ends in just a wink.
   You can forever be...
   Right now is just as good as then.
   The moment is quite all there is...
   No matter where or when. ~




Posted by born2smile at 01:19 am
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Thursday, June 24, 2004

feeling much better~~


     heya ppl...

     im feeling much, MUCH better now... :) had a good night's sleep yesterday hehe. slept at 2.30am thanks to mr barry ooi aka bear. :P had to stay up bcoz i was waiting for the song he was sending me. "i believe" from shin seung hoon. its a song from "my sassy girl".

     i felt much better after listening to the song. it took my mind off my exam results u see. :) the song reminded me of all the sweet and touching moments in the movie. its seriously worth a watch..esp for those ppl who love romantic comedies...like ME. :P

     "My Sassy Girl " is a korean rom-com flick. (translation : rom-com is romantic comedy in bear's language. ) hehe.. :P its this really nice movie bout a really "ganas" but pretty girl who falls for this sweet but lame guy. :P



 ~ this is the uhh...pic of the cd cover i think.hehe...thats the real cute girl and the lame-o guy~




~ this is a scene at the beginning of the movie...she's drunk and she looked like a mad woman.~




~ okie...this is one of my fav scenes. mind you, i have LOTS of fav scenes in this movie. but this scene is funny.hahah...the girl slaps guy LOTS of times due to stupid game that they were playing. (p/s : guy looks pretty good here. *wink* )




~ this is the nicest pic i can find of the girl. barry has this pic too...(i didn't curi from you ok??) but pretty leh....hehe... :P ~

Just for kicks...me wanna list down all me fav moments in the show :

 1. guy looks at girl sleeping when she's drunk. he is drawn to her even though he doesn't know her.
 2. girl plays pachelbel canon and guy gives girl rose in front of the whole auditorium.
 3. guy lists all the lowdown on girl to another guy who is interested in girl.
 4. girl makes guy do all kinds of crap for her. and then says, I'll kill you." when he doesn't want to do it.
 5. the ending is just too touching to put into words. ( more or less i dont wanna ruin the fun for those who PLANS to watch this movie! ;P )

     in conclusion. this is a MUST watch movie. for those of you who think korean flicks are weepy, long-winded and predictable...this movie will prove you WRONG!! muahahhaha.... :P i mean seriously, people with good taste such as myself and *tsk* barry can't be wrong right??heheh...anyways, dreamworks has bought the rights to remake this movie...god-knows what sort of horror they'll turn it into...bear and i have already been discussing on who to play the girl...

     i came up with julia stiles who can be real ganas and demure at times. while barry...uhh...he thinks NO ONE can play the girl other than the original one. ( note : look above ) i forgot her name ady liao...hehe.. :P anyways...those who wants to watch the original movie can look for mr barry ooi eu hock...( see, bear, im promoting you ady!! ) *grins mischievously*

    



Posted by born2smile at 11:32 pm
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*moans*


     i honestly have nothing to say at the moment. i feel so horribly depressed. i TOTALLY screwed up my mid-terms. brilliant of me ain't it?

      i only got ONE friggin A in FIVE friggin subjects. and i suppose u could say, a royal flash for the rest of the subjects. how BAD is THAT? and the problem is...i studied. i really did. well, except for maths la. i TRIED to do something bout it but i guess last-minute exercises cant replace 6 months worth of work.

     I'm beginning to think whether i have learning difficulties. (im of course making all kinds of excuses that i am currently getting VERY close to believing.)  im just TOO stupid to learn ANYTHING. i mean...first, i screwed up SPM. then sheesh, i fail my undang which is like THE easiest test in the world to pass, and now THIS.
    
     can it get any worse???*covers face with hands in shame* oh, me and my big mouth. of course it can. it can get worse if someone drops a bomb on me by telling me i failed my theory exam too. oh, that will definitely be a bummer. *sarcastically*

     i feel like crap. *screams into pillow* aih...i know im just a whiny bitch. but i really dunno wat to do. i dunno wat to tell my dad. heck, im like totally freaking out that i've devised a few plans on how to make sure my parents dont KNOW about my results until well, until reunion's over??ahh...i doubt it. they'll know bout this wayyy before reunion happens. *moans s'more* to explain further about my "plans" on intercepting mail, here goes...

 1. dress all in black and wear night vision goggles. get my ass to the post office SOMEHOW. break in using watever tools i can find. immediately find where all mails are stashed. ( do u guys think i can find blueprints online?) especially those mails labeled with TAYLOR's college symbol. find for one addressed to MY house. burn the letter using a lighter. (note to self : BUY a lighter on the way to post office) clear up mess. *mustn't let ppl know a break-in had happened* go home and sleep peacefully for as long parents dont know of results. YET.

 2. or....i could just watch out for mail in the morning....grab it before my mom gets it. and THEN, rip it to pieces. i'd eat the paper but i've got stomach discomfort due to nervousness and over-eating.(yes, over-eating...it happens when im nervous as well.) so yah...ill just rip it to pieces and soak it with water so that it'll look like used tissue. and then, throw it away.

     u see wat this is doing to me??u see all wat all this failures is doing to me???im going MAD i tell u!!! insane!! my imagination is out of hand. i could type a whole lot more of my outrageous plans but my fingers are tired. i need a rest. after all...i think i'll be putting plan no.2 into action tomorrow.

     i shall y'know..just go to bed and scream s'more. it helps u know. *sob*....*sniff*...*sniffles*...*bursts into tears*...sheet. i STILL feel like crap. :(




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Monday, June 21, 2004

yippee!! =)


     woo-hoo!! damn happie today..hahah!! =) okay..i shall now tell the truth on the easiest test that i FAILED. heh.

     it was my UNDANG. yupp..i failed my undang the first time. got a freakin' 39/50 aka 78 marks oni. (u ppl may laugh..LOL) sheesh...MY parents laughed their head off when i failed it.  *blushes*

    anyways...i re-sat the exam today. went to "rilek", there was nobody there, SO cool. almost everybody's been complaining that they had to wait for HOURS to sit for it. i just walked right through...heheh.. :P

     so, i sat for undang AGAIN. read every single question properly. tried desperately to remember the answers from the book.hehhe.. :p shi wei came into the room when i was re-checking my answers. *i SO did NOT want to screw up u see* he wasn't supposed to be there..hehe. he said he wasn't gonna sit for it today marr!! anyways, i felt kinda relieved to see him. like i was not alone. =) hehe.

     for ppl who had failed their undang b4, they'd know how damn saddening it is to see the msg "anda telah GAGAL." i was damn scared to click " Tamat ujian ". i sat there staring at the screen for quite some time. anyways, i took a deep breath and clicked.

    i PASSED.  hahahahhahhaa...*sighs with relief* i scored 50/50 or *ahem* 100% i should say. serious..no kidding ok. :) i PASSED. that's the point.hehe...with FULL marks.heh. i practically leapt out of the chair.hehe.. :P shi wei was like, "How much?" and i promptly replied, "100." haha. gone were the days in standard one where u could score 100% on all your papers. its nice to do it again.hehe. :P

    
     okie..okie..its JUSt undang. but hey, it means SOMETHING to ME. ;)

     adeline came after i was done. she was supposed to come earlier to calm me down.hehe..anyway, better late than never. thanks for being there girl! :)
    



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fAtHeR's dAy toDayyy.... =)


     HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to all father's around. and to all FUTURE fathers as well.heheh.. *cheekily* to start off the day...the whole family woke up early to go SWIMMING. ooh...wat a way to start celebrating..hahah...healthy eh? i only swam 10 laps today. wat a bummer...i USED to do at least 40...now so lazee ady... :P i spend more time playing with water now..haha!! more fun! esp when u got lil bro around that cant swim...its fun playing in da water. my bro, roland is 4 years old. and he LOVES jumping into the water..so me as big sis and my sister, as second big sis will standby to catch him. but usually we'll purposely let him fall in da water...(its not deep!!) and he'll gulp down water by da litres hhahaha!! SO cute... *grins mischievously*

     after swimming, we went to some furniture shops near summit. my parents wanted to buy some garden furniture since the one we currently have is uhh...hehe, BROKEN. i dont think i told how it got broken. LOL...okay,here goes.
      remember my badminton outing?hehe...well ruben and choong yang came over to my hse first to wait for zach to come pick us up. anyways, they din come inside so they sat outside on the garden furniture.those who has came over b4 would know the blue table and chairs. heehee....it's wood u see, so everytime it rains and when my mom waters the plants the furniture gets wet..so, the wood became rather rotten. when they sat down...ruben was commenting how unstable the chair was. then choong yang sat on the OTHER chair and was rocking it back and forth..then ta-da...one of the rotten legs broke.hahha... :P and to think that choong yang was STILL sitting on it even tho there was 3 and 3/4 legs left to that chair. the chair could be said to be "tempang". :P anyways...its totally un-sittable now..haha. poor choong yang..he did feel bad.
      so, now, i've got new garden furniture that will be delivered next week. its solid IRON. bwahhahah...those chairs LOOK rather uhh...fragile i suppose...but BERAT nak mampus. seriously, ppl wanna steal aso will think twice man. its either the chair or their backbones. heh. but thats beside the point, i now have unbreakable chairs. so. chill choong yang. hehe..u can sit on them the next time u come over. :) no worries. :)

     after that...whole family had lunch at summit. and hehe, i bought a pair of curdoroy pants. i am proud to say that they are BRAND-less but they FIT. seriously...they fitted perfectly. it was just nice at the waist...and the length was just the way i'd like them to be. PERFECT. *pleased* and they were SO cheap.hahah... :P aih...went home at 1 something..i MISSED malaysian idol again.crap. i so badly wanted to see how we malaysian are at singing.heheh... :P i overheard one lecturer saying that...most ppl who auditioned sounded like william hung.haha...that cracked me up. =)

     oh yah, guess wat i had for DINNER...*grins mysteriously* my grand-aunt brought over some nyonya delicacy in the afternoon while i was napping.wats small, greyish and has SHELLS?heh. *ping* i ate SNAILS for dinner. :) hehehhe... :P and surprisingly they were rather good. its so fun trying to suck them out of the shells. and they're like so squishy. hehe...they look like little worms. since it was my first time. i couldn't help playing with it.*i know, i sound terribly disgusting* hehe...but seriously, they're really quite nice to eat. :) hehe...

   well, i guess that's enuf excitement for one day. :) ciao.
    
    



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