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Friday, June 18, 2004
sometimes. argh....i dont feel so good today. wait, i dont feel good at ALL. LOL...well im much better at the moment..but earlier, i felt like a total wreck. i did the easiet test in the whole world and i failed it. sigh. wats more embarassing was that my parents had the most laughable expression on their faces when i told them bout my results. (ppl,pls dont ask me wat test is this...its too embarassing for words.) *sighs again* i dont just feel stupid, i feel REALLY DUMB. * big teardrop on the head-anime style* and it din help when barry started calling me dummy. not his fault though..i din tell him bout this.hehe. but yah, dummy fits the cap VERY well. probably should thank him for my new nick. *tsk..tsk...tsk* ~sometimes~ The rain's pouring down And you wish you could find A deep hole in the ground Someone knocks on your door And it feels like you're crawling all over the floor... And your best friend says " Did you wake up on the wrong side of the bed today?" Sometimes you just feel like **** The tight pants that you have don't fit Sometimes guys just make you sick And you're looking for something to kick You feel so lost in this pretty world That's how it sometimes feels to be a girl... Sympathy can be OK... But, not when i feel horrible like today. ~ arranged to suit the moods of yours truly~originally from m2m. aih...watever la. i think i'll go write some letters now. signing out, ellie. =( Posted by born2smile at 09:13 pm drop some rays...** Permalink Thursday, June 17, 2004
guess what i did today?:P HEY...what happen to the blog thingamajigs??...where are all the stuff to break btween paragraphs??aiks...blogdrive change their format liao. cannot preview anymore either...not good..not good. this change is BAD!!! *pouts* The old format was so much more convenient.baka. nvm. im still gonna blog anyway...*hmph* oh yah, back to ME. :P wat did i do today yah? today i damn semangat wake up early to go play badminton..hheheh!! i din quite know how to play, i mean, i used to play tennis la. NOT badminton. i can hit the shuttlecock aka BALL but of coz lacking style and skill watever...so...today ruben aka uncle wuben aka tweety aka SIFU heheheh...taught me how to serve, and basically the rules of the game lar. (which i dont remember, heheh!*sorry*) he tried to teach me how to pick the shuttelcock up with the racket as well, which im still hopeless at. i cant get it!! i tried SO many times...aih. oh well...at least i tried right? had a pretty fun time...considering i dont play sports much. the only "sport" i do and have mastered well is SLEEP.wakakakka....*crapness*. i should also get credit for being the ONLY girl there playing with 5 other guys.anyways, the guys were perfect angels. if they were all smirking at my "skills" of playing, they sure din show it. *wink* man, i hope i lost a whole lot of calories waving the racket around and all that.*grins* heehee. when i got home, i was all energized to *drumroll* "DESTROY THE WORM IN MY DARN COMPUTER"!!! i mean seriously, after collecting tips as to how i was gonna destroy that freaking annoying worm that kept causing my system to SHUTDOWN for no apparent reason, i went on a download frenzy...hhaha. got all sorts of removals. which in the end i didn't NEED coz i got the wrong removal for the wrong worm.*aih* i know. im pathetic. but hey, i did it all by myself ok???well...with SOME help from zhen guang aka tortoise who HAPPENED to skip school today. hehe...lucky me. anyways...this is the entire story titled "TRYING TO DESTROY THE WORM!!" okay firstly, lil ol me collected tips from nick leow and ronald. both of them pretty much gave me the same tip except that i din REALISE it was the same. how stupid. okie anyway, i used leow's stinger thingy to detect the worm, and it promptly told me that i had a w32.blaster.worm on my hands. so FINE, i went and download the removal for the blasterworm using the add ronald gave me. while the removal was doing its job...mr. norton antivirus nicely gave a pop-up saying i have a w32.spybot.worm in my comp. now...i did NOT know that there was a difference. i thought all worms were the same and heck, i din know there were NAMES for viruses.*blush* so i ignored it. i ran the removal for the blasterworm...and goodie, it told me that it did not find the worm. being innocent and all that, i thought the worm was gone. so i ran a full system scan just to check again and i found out that i STILL had a virus in my comp. so i was sitting in front of the comp feeling damn pissed off, i told guang my problem..and he said it was different worms that im dealing with.*dush, hard slap on the forehead* so haih...guang helped me by giving me the website for the spybotworm pulak. this is the real kick in the butt... " the worm had no removal tool!!! " i had to remove it MANUALLY!" at that point, i was already feeling damn annoyed. no wonder i never bothered learning much bout the comp..i mean, what i NEEDED to know i already knew. and this was just too much for a girl with little brain. * frustrated* after taking a DEEP breath, i continued working like a trojan to destroy the stupid worm that i NOW know is a spybotworm. *sigh* i patiently read the site guang gave me and followed the instructions ONE BY ONE. i started this "mission" at bout 12pm. i finished doing EVERYTHING at 3pm. it took me 3 hours to HUNT DOWN AND KILL THE SPYBOTWORM!!! * smiles cruelly* oh..yesh. i am proud to say that ellie has destroyed the darn worm that had been infecting her comp. *cheers* oh..the sheer ecstasy of it all...i feel BRILLIANT now. LOL!!! i, now have a virus-free comp. for now, that is. heehee......joy to the world, the worm is gone and all its pieces too. :) i shall now have the satisfaction of saying that i did this ALL by myself. with teeny help from all the little people i've mentioned. THANKS A million to you LOT. =) ellie is smart. *grins cheekily* cheerios. Posted by born2smile at 11:17 pm drop some rays...** Permalink Monday, June 14, 2004
blogging for the fun of it! its only the 3rd day into the hols and im already rather bored...sheesh. kept myself busy today by reading "sushi for beginners" and cleaning out my closet. i feel like i've got not enuf clothes. LOL>..what with the sales still on and i've got no money to spend with. just recently added a new top though...a bluish-greenish halter top from MNG. i wonder if i'll ever wear it out considering that i've become rather self-conscious with how i look. im incredibly fat. but i liked the top anyway. *defiantly* who cares if my fats hang loose?LOL...oh wait, I DO.hehe... im already done with the book. its pretty good. lots of british wit and well, i told u they'd all get what they want in the end..hehe.. :p hmm...now i'll be even MORE bored. got nothing to read...re-reading harry potter seems abit pathetic. i've read them so many times. in fact..i've reread ALL my books at least twice. except for college textbooks la. *grins cheekily* anybody got good books i can borrow?or good books they'd like to recommend?=) hehe...books will be fully appreciated and will be treated with tender care. :) okay...i've got nothing more to write. oh wait...mini announcement just for the sake of it! any prefects going for the reunion this year?these are the details.
Time : 7.00pm Anybody wanna go tell me yah?i wanna go larr..see whether can kumpul gang to go though. ian zing and *ahem* jin tian will be going together...so is adelin yong. i miss seeing all the ol' pwefects. :P hehe..okay lar...damn tired ady. goodie nitez.. :) Posted by born2smile at 11:36 pm drop some rays...** Permalink happily ever after... sometimes i feel that i put myself in this position on purpose. im just too FREE as some people might put it. reading books that promote happy-ever-after endings do SOMETHING to you in the short-term...or long-term, if you're unlucky enough. i've become a believer that love happens in the most unlikeli-est places. sometimes it becomes so vivid that hmm...i probably have forgotten what's real and what's not. being a constant failure in love i guess i am reduced to reading books that have nothing but characters who live in turmoils and ones that are SO busy that they've forgotten how to love..some are looking for love so HARD that they just fail to see the person that's been there all along...but of course, all this fiction people always get what they want in the end. how surreal. gives u that fuzzy feeling u get after watching "never been kissed"'s drew barrymore kissing wats-his-name in the end. it makes u go "awww..how shweet." i've always wondered wat i'd do if i even had the chance to get what or WHO for that matter, i want. would i jump with joy or grapple with the fact that what's happening is true?i don't know. im still waiting for it to happen. thoughts can make u mad. reminds me of one of the poems we had to study for spm. i think it was "if" by rudyard kipling. one of my favourites. the part where he says.."never make dreams your master" fits the cap. all i ever do now is dream...and with this un-planned abundance of time in my hands, i've been dreaming wayyyy to much. about all the happy-ever-afters you can possibly imagine. and its becoming so serious that im imagining all the happy endings that my friends will have. im feeling broody. somehow i feel that everyone's been coupling up and im stuck here, pretty much by myself lol..its so the lonely..aih. why is it so hard to find someone who likes me more than i like him?LOL. reminds me of wat a certain guy-pal said to me. guys usually dont go for gurls who like them...the ones that play-hard-to-get has always been more attractive. more tempting. i guess that's where i went wrong eh? i've never in my life played hard to get. and i've always told the guys that i liked that i liked them. not like there was many anyway. oh well...wats done is done. im glad i still have good friends that i can depend on. ones that dont mind me and understand that i CAN feel broody.wakakkaaka... love isn't everything after all...there's so much to look forward to. =) im still sweet sixteen. at least...for the remaining few months till my bday.(*hint*) :P and as my little fairytale books...its STILL possible that my happy-ever-after ending could happen. or so my totally influenced and confused head says. Posted by born2smile at 12:19 am drop some rays...** Permalink Saturday, June 12, 2004
my first day of holiday. =) good evening people. =) today is technically the first day of my holiday. haha. how nice. =) still feel like i have to pore over my books. but i guess not.*grins widely* woke up at 8.30am this morning. dunno why i woke up so bloody early. its ridiculous. and i slept at 1am plus the night before..so that means i only got bout 7 hours of sleep. not enuff for first day holidays. and..i haven't been sleeping much for the past week. oh well. din do much in the morning. had to babysat my brother coz my parents were out. made him watch "when in rome" starring the olsen twins with me.hehehe.. :P i think they're hot. such big bluey eyes. they're wayyyyy better than miss hilary duff and her not-so-good singing. went out with ruben and choong yang in da afternoon. met up with zach,guang,nick leow,nick kok, shi wei,chinju and ian zing at pyramid to watch HARRY POTTER>i thought it was okay la the movie. why so many ppl say not nice??they definitely cut out alot of the scenes but i found it rather enjoyable. i mean...it's different from the previous two movies. oh well...screw all those ppl who think differently.hahah!! but i must say one thing though. the new dumbledore sucks. he doesn't move and SOUND wise enuf. unlike the old one. this new one is so energetic. and well..dumbledore is supposed to be some grandpa-ish feller. new dumbledore din project that. lousy. last but not least, daniel radcliffe is so cute lar. he reminds me of aaron goh.LOL. hmm...after that walked around abit. gang wanted to eat at kim gary. but it was like, full. we had to wait for five table's that were ahead of us. ended up eating at pizza hut instead.haha...funnily...their chicken spaggheti alfredo is not bad. or maybe i was just hungry.hahaha.. :P oh...i bought a new book today too. "sushi for beginners" by marian keyes. the title attracted me to it. its a chicklit book tho, something about these 3 gurls searchin for happiness. interesting. hehe...i hope its worth the 30 bucks i spent on it.aih...books so expensive nowadays y'know!! how's the government ever gonna encourage ppl to be avid readers if the price for a freakin paperback costs more that 20 bucks on average?!! they think everyone all rich ar?ish....geramnye. i mean i LOVE reading...and there's so many books i'd love to buy..but thanks to their pricetags i have to like, REALLY choose a book that will not disappoint. if it does, then, consider money burnt or flushed down the toilet bowl. aih...sleepy liao. goodnite. =) Posted by born2smile at 11:58 pm drop some rays...** Permalink |
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