Saturday, March 19, 2005

:: i chose the waters that i'm in ::



 Heya. :)

   Am in quite a happie mood at this precise moment. :) Today's a FRIDAY..and i had a wonderful lunch with my best boy buddies..Shi Wei..Chester..Ruben aka Rubylicious (hahahhaa!!) and Guang. :) It was nice laughing so much. Felt really good. :) So thanks, guys. Am in such a dreamy mood...been having lots and lots of daydreams...and it's NIGHT now. No matter...*smiles dreamily*

   Am in a lovey-dovey mood as well....*sighs* Just watched "Miss Congeniality" on TV3. I know..i know...i was nicely studying business before that...but i couldn't help knowing that it was ON...so i HAD to watch it. No will power. >.<" But it was a lovely show. *grinz* There are times in the movie that i think Benjamin Bratt is SO sexy. *grins* SO SEXAYYY.....*dies laughing*

   I miss him. I do. And it's not as if he KNOWS that i do. Sighhh...

   I really should be studying and doing my homework. No matter how boring it is. No matter how far my mind wanders. I shall repent. *solemnly*

   I should stop watching chick movies. >.<"

   Why is that everytime i like someone, that person will only think of me as just a sister? I should stop being so straight-forward and *sisterly*. Do i REALLY act sisterly? *wide-eyed* And it's just too bad that i don't feel the same for the people who feels THAT way as they do me. Life isn't very fair is it? *shrugs* I shouldn't be thinking about this. I don't have TIME to think about this.

   Bah. But i AM thinking about it.

   I should award myself a "Miss Congeniality" award. "Ohmigod *squeals*...Thank you SO much for this wonderful award..*fans self* I would like to thank all the little people who had LET me be friendly towards them. However, please be warned that if you like me as a sister, i will hunt you down. I will make your life SO miserable that you'll wish you'd never been born. Oh, and i really DO want world peace. Thank you. "

" What You're Made Of "

Just as i predicted, we're at the point of no return
We can go backwards and no corners have been turned
I can't control it, if i sink or if i swim
Cause i chose the water that i'm in

And it makes no difference who is right or wrong
I deserve much more than this
Cause there's only one thing i want

* If it's not what you're made of
   You're not what i'm looking for
   You were willing but unable to give me anymore
   There's no way
   You're changing
   Cause some things will just never be mine
   You're not in love this time....but it's allright.

I hear you talking but your words don't mean a thing
I doubt you ever put your heart into anything
It's not much to ask for, to get back what i put in
But i chose the waters that i'm in

And it makes no difference who is right or wrong
I deserve so much more than this
Cause there's only one thing i want

Repeat *

What is your definition of the one?
What do you really want him to become?
No matter what i sacrifice it's still never enough.

Just like i predicted
I will sink before i swim
Cause these are the waters that im in.

Repeat *

You're not in love this time...
you're not in love this time...
But it's allright...

~Lucie Silvas~

      It's really alright. :) I'm just sorry i'm not what you're looking for.



Posted by born2smile at 12:28 am

aileen
March 19, 2005   11:57 AM PST
 
you're thinking too much again. for now,concentrate on your studies first

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