Saturday, March 05, 2005

:: you're everywhere to me ::


Everywhere i go, i think of you.

Everything i do, i think of you.

Everytime i hear someone speak, i'll think of you.

And EVERY BLOG I SEE, it'll be ABOUT you. you damn TRIALS. ARGHHHHHH!!!!!

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      Have you people ever had that feeling of sheer panic rising in you and it makes you just wanna scream out of frustration? And the fact that you TRY to do something about it but it just ISN'T enough??? i'm SO freaking out. Damn trials are freaking me out.

      Miss Pun's test wasn't good at all. It gave me a jolt in realising that my A2 is gonna be even more screwed up than my AS. I have no mood to go to college. EVERYBODY's ranting about their trials. And this is just TRIALS. It's not even FINALS yet. It makes everyone so sombre and well, for some people like me, panicky. MAJORLY panicky. 

      I know i don't say much in college and that i'm usually silent most of da time. No doubt i give occasional squeaks and one-liners. But WHAT can i say? I'm scared and i know it. i HATE HATE HATE exams. I DESPISE it. EXAMS suck. I wish i don't have to go through with it. HATE HATE HATE it!!!!

      This is my last shot for A-levels. In 3 months, i'll be leaving college. I can't afford to screw up. I NEED HELP.  And an ocean-full of luck.

      Smart-lah you, ellie. Can go watch Lemony Snicket's s'more. PADAN MUKA. Go cry now.





Posted by born2smile at 03:05 pm

expectation
March 12, 2005   03:46 PM PST
 
nice ah lemony snicket's?
Crooked
March 8, 2005   10:16 AM PST
 
well.. at least im not blogging about something stressful.. am i?
chansaire
March 6, 2005   04:23 PM PST
 
what you talking about!!!!! Lemony Snickets was SO WORTH IT!!! hahahahah :)

hey ... dont worry yea? like you siad... there's only 3 months left.
So just work really really really hard: its only 3 months.
and it'll all be worth it, i promise.
ellie
March 6, 2005   03:50 PM PST
 
aileen : yes..memang...i'll go start making friends there now.

sush : hahaha...no..no..u guys are not the only one.. :P heh. was just ranting..felt very helpless at that time. :)
Sush
March 6, 2005   02:09 PM PST
 
hahahha. babes. chill wei. sorry if ttyt and i aren't making things easier for you. lols. ;)
aileen
March 6, 2005   01:02 PM PST
 
=.="
you seriously need help, you need to go to Tg. Rambutan

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