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Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Foolish thoughts. I've been quite a moody sod today. Dunno why liao...prolly too sleepy. Haha...i feel bad. Chong Heng kept asking whether i was ok like 10 million times today. And Chong Heng, for the 10 million and ONE time, " YES. I'm absolutely fine." :) Was reading Manda's bloggie earlier. I feel like her. So many things to do but so little time. And here i am, wasting time bloggin about it. Haha...But it's a need!!! :) A form of letting go. Foolish thoughts shouldn't be kept inside. Went to college today only to find that my econs teacher was absent. That means...from the FOUR hours of class that i expected to have, it was reduced to TWO. Bloody hell. To think i could've slept till 10am. *sigh* Hahaa....sleepy-head i AM. :) Then it was MATHS class. Damn. He's doing another chapter already!! DIE-LO!! :( Maths is prolly the only thing that i simply can't comprehend. I love maths...love maths...love maths....*continues chant like some freak* I think i might need tuition for it. According to Chong Heng, tuition starts tomorrow. I haven't told my dad about it yet. How? Dunno. *shrugs* Accounts is not tough. Im just freaking careless. Accountancy is something i shall not pursue. The company would prolly have the wrong financial status and go bankrupt. Oh yesh...and i shall be blamed for the mess and go to jail. *cheers* AS results is coming out VERY soon apparently. Overheard Tanya and Sush talking about it. Don't really know details because i still don't WANT to know. Oh wellls...*changing mode to PANIC* I miss my friends. I've not seen them for a week ady. *sobs* Being in the same college does NOT mean that you get to see your pals everyday. I can't wait for thursday to come. :) Am looking forward to the weekend immensely. It's the best part of the week...and the time to just CHILL. Relax...*lies on bed and reads book* Have been listening to Romeo and Juliet's theme, thanks to Su-Hsien. It's beautiful. So passionate. I just got to know that "he" is leaving for Aussie on the 14th of February. Oh brilliant. I think Jean is going off on the same day too. LOL. I can't wait for ppl to ask me what i'll be doing for Valentine's day. Instead of saying," Same old. Same old. It's just another day." This time, I'm gonna say that i'll be sending 2 people that i really care about to Aussie. And that i just might cry doing so. Am gonna start despising the place. Almost everybody is gonna end up there. Crap-ness. I need to find or should i say "trick" some unsuspecting driver to send me to KLIA on Feb 14th. *grins* Haven't figured out how to get there yet. But then again, there's still time to find some innocent person (preferably male for protection purposes) who has full access to a CAR to send me there. *sigh* The mini is under repairs so i can't drive myself there. Not only that, with my sense of direction, i'd prolly get LOST on the way. *sigh* Jean and I went to Aaron's church last Sunday, "Full Gospel Tabernacle". Quite a revelation. They had a guest there. Someone called the "heavenly man". Also known as Brother Yun. He was so expressive. Haha...it was quite entertaining listening to him speak in mandarin and seeing the "orang puteh" translator translate his words. *amazed* I guess im still confused about what i wanna do. Can't i pray to all God's?? I wanna be just like Pi from "Life of Pi". Haha, i've prayed to Buddha, Jesus...i've even prayed in an Indian temple a few times. I want to eat chocolate. I've got lots of homework that's due tomorrow and i have not started on a single thing. I want to watch Charmed later. And Manhunt too. *grins* Hey, i'm just a girl. Still living in fantasies. And besides, no harm watching guys with bee-you-ti-ful bods walking around in Calvins. HAHAHAHHAHA!!! If you guys can watch America's Next Supermodel, us girls should be able to watch THIS and drool to our heart's content. :) Aileen, it's about time we watched "My Fair Lady" again. I'm gonna get the DVD. Toodles. Posted by born2smile at 04:45 pm
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