The whole reason of writing is to leave a legacy. To myself. It's for me to go through the life that i've lived for the past 2 years (considering that's when i first started blogging) It's to remind myself the things that i've done. The funny, stupid, angry, sad and satisfying things. They're my gateway to reliving the memories that i wanna remember for the rest of my life, the memories that i'd like to forget but simply can't. The memories that i have no choice but hold on to and yet remind myself that there's always room for new ones.

Memories live forever. And that's a fact.

it's like remembering your first day of primary school where there were these little kids all scared and shy as yourself. And how relieved you'd feel when that one girl in pigtails would come to you and smile cheerfully, saying hi, and introducing to more friends that you'd still be in touch with today. It's like remembering that your dad was waiting outside the class for you because it's YOUR first day, with a boiled egg for you to eat during recess, just because it's TRADITION. And remembering what it was like playing ring-o-ring-o-roses and catching ladybugs in school.

It's like remembering how you graduated from wearing granny glasses, to thinner frames, to frameless ones and finally, to contact lenses. Or the fact that you never grew out of your standard 5 jeans. Levi's Forever. Or how you try your very best to avoid wearing skirts because they're too airy, to the day that made you think, "Hey, they're not so bad after all."

It's like remembering how you first fell in love, or falling in love for the second time just because for THOSE moments, they were the guys who made you smile. The first people who let you experienced what it's like to have butterflies in your stomach, the never-ending teasings and the unforgettable friendships that was forged in place of a relationship. They were the people who taught you how to love another person in that way in the first place.

It's like remembering all the times that you went out with your best mates, catching a movie in the mall, chit-chatting at the nearby mamak after activities in school on a Saturday. All the times that you spent keeping the phone receiver warm because that friend had something important to tell you for 3 hours or so. It's like remembering the trust and loyalty you had to your friends because they're there for you. No matter what. And they still are today.

It's like remembering how things never really changed and realising that it HAS changed throughout these years.

It's the saying, "I'm glad i did that" and "Hahahaha. Do you remember the time when...?"

It's the watching people leave, and see them return.

It's the falling and letting go.

It's the forget and forgive.

It's the writing just because you wanted to remember all of it.