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Saturday, December 31, 2005
:: this time :: Are you ready maybe, do you long to confess? Do you feel that you're already numb? Are you sure of yourself? Would you lie if you're not? So i didn't get the sleep that i intended to get last night. That's okay. I didn't get to tell you every single nagging thought that i have. But maybe you don't have to know anymore. So you're completely clueless. But I'm going to let you take your time now. I don't want to see you drown in your own misery. But that's really what you're doing. I can't tell you what to do. Simply because i don't know. I believe i've tried telling you all this before. I guess it didn't work. What i say doesn't matter anymore. I was afraid of losing you. Not anymore. I'm afraid you're losing me. I guess you've changed. Well, so have i. Maybe that's why i can't just sit around and shut up. Or just listen like i used to. I'm truly sorry for attacking you in one of your weakest moments. But i'm not sorry for telling things as it is and making YOU listen this time. And i'm most definitely not sorry for caring too much. This new year, i have no resolutions. If anything, i just want a new start. A new life, a new beginning. New friendships. I hope that is what you'll do too. A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL. May God bless the year ahead for all of us.
Posted by born2smile at 09:20 am
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