My heartfelt condolences to our Prime Minister Dato' Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi and his family on the demise of his beloved wife, Datin Seri Endon Mahmood. She was a wonderful First Lady and i'm sure she'll remain so in our hearts.

*a moment of silence*

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Okay, okay...so i've been terribly EMO lately, i can't help it. LOL.

My mood's like the weather you see. *points outside window* It's dark and gloomy outside, by the way. Heh. :)

It just striked me, i've got no purpose in life. Seriously, why and what am i here for? I can't answer that...YOU most definitely can't answer it for me. Bleah.

Things of what-might-have-been and what-if's still haunt me. There's so many things that i WANT to do...and places i WANT to go. Wants go unheeded most of the time, don't they? This is where i shall say that money means EVERYTHING. *sigh*

Money makes the world go round. Don't you agree? I'm certainly beginning to BELIEVE in it. Seriously-lah, go use toilet in shopping mall oso must pay 20 cents ok! And might i say "casually", the so-called FREE pretty toilet at Subang Parade? Behind McD's one? Yeah, that one. Hahah...some of their sensor taps dah rosak. You see. FREE things are simply not appreciated. >.<"

Long gone are the times where LOVE made the world go round.

Anyways, back to me. Haha, off-topic already.

Everyday is SO routined for me. Wake up at 7.30am, leave the house for work at 8.15am, work and work and work till 5pm, come home and go online till 11.00pm. Bwaaaaaaa.... :(

I'm a sad case.

It's so bad that my everyday joy is going down to the kedai runcit at Leisure Commerce Square to buy a bar of Chunky KitKat. >.<"

Not only that, when you're so BORED, that you start opening your a-levels textbooks to READ and realising that you don't have an ounce of knowledge in statistics anymore, it's time for a CHANGE man. But what CAN i do??? *wring hands in devastated manner* Studying is out of the question. *huffily* Suggestions, please? :)

My friends are all busy with exams and assignments...wanna go out also, feel pai seh cause i'm sure they'd rather spend time with their books. *bwahahha* so NOt but they'd better. :) Going out alone is pathetic. For me-lah. I like company. *sulks*

And in this past month alone, i've read more than 30 books. All fiction-lah. LOL. But still! Me who loves to read but can only manage one book a month during college period. 30 books okay! That's like one book a DAY. NO LIFE ALREADY. *whine!*

Not to mention that if you're turning into a KennySia blog fan and going through his archives to read and laugh hysterically at his entries and his damn cute pictures, you're in big trouble. >.<"

And to think there's a Halloween party tonight that i can't go coz there's no one to go with, and no means of transport. Not to mention no cun costume. *sighs* I shall just wallow in self pity now. :/

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Okay, enough of ranting, Ellie. You've been looking at a comp since 9am in the morning. Wanna grow blind ah? Dah-lah mata sepet. Squint-squint at the screen s'more. -.-"

I think i shall just squint-squint at the idiot box instead since there's no one interesting online anyway.

Sigh.