Yep..my a-levels is UNOFFICIALLY over. LOL. it'll be officially over on the 18th.

   I've been driving myself up the wall with my idiotic imaginations and paranoia. *sigh* Unofficial results were out yesterday. I was too scared to take my results...haha. I'm SERIOUS. I was freaked out of my mind. Having people close to you asking how YOU did and telling you how THEY did was unnerving enough.

   But really, I'm so so so happie for you guys!! :) Chester, Shi Wei and Guang...i'm SO SO proud of you guys! *hugs* I wish i had your results. Heh. Anyways...i DID take mine today. Today was possibly the most scariest day of my life this year. *sigh* All through the morning i was talking to Sookie, who encouraged me to take my results. Thanks, dear. :) I listened to you!!

   Haha, i feel so relieved now. Even if i didn't do THAT well, i'm okay with it. :) Praise God. He answered my prayer. I didn't fail maths! Wheeeee!!! :) That's a feat in itself! *pats self on the back* Hahahha. And although i couldn't prove my econs lecturer, AEL, wrong...i don't friggin care anymore.

   The walk from the KTM station to Taylor's was most definitely the longest one i've ever taken. Subconsciously it wasn't that long at all...i mean, i was daydreaming about how BAD or how GOOD it'll be. What my reaction was gonna be...Who i was going to call first...Would anybody be there to comfort me if it was ahbsolutely horrendous??

   I relaxed a little by taking my IELTS results first. Ceh...got a 7.5 band. LOL! Expected an 8..but wth, it's more than enough for ANY uni. Then..i went in to the college of doom. Really..it was SO uninviting..what with the haze and all...macam horror movie aje. >.<" There was surprisingly not many ppl at the office...guess all of u guys took it yesterday eh? *grin* I had to go Mr. Ananda's room. I've never been so scared of a teacher till today. I started tearing even BEFORE i gave him my candidate number. *sniffs*

   And after i DID, my eyes were too blur to read what was on the screen. I was so bloody embarassed. I squinted and squinted..but was afraid that my tears would plop on Mr. Ananda's arm or head watever...so i had to ask him to READ the results for me anyway. HAIYOH. So there u go, my results were spewed out. First up, Accounting....B. (darn! AS paper was so easy!!). Then biz studies was next....A. (wheeee! praise God!)...Econs...C. (bah. don't care anyway!)...lastly, MATHS>>>C. (a BIG FAT C!!! ELLIE PASSED!!!). I really thought i failed. >.<"

   I have to say...i expected better of my accounts..but i'm satisfied. :) I did my best...! The first thing i saw when i got out of the office was Chester's smiling face. Awwww...thank you for today. I felt so much better... :) Being alone ain't that fun after something like that. 

   SO, my dear friends, you have a very much SANE ellie in your hands now. Lol. She ain't gonna bite no one's head off anymore. CONGRATULATIONS to those who did very well for their exam! :) And viva forever, PB2! :) I'll see you guys on the 18th!