Hey everyone. :)

   Been in an extremely blissful mode this past few days. With the occasional hiccups of course, but, i've looked past them all. :) Holidays has been great so far. I have NOT been going out since White Noise. (which btw, scared the shit out of me. I've not been watching thrillers for so long u see, too happily caught up in my happie world) And i so wanted to go for Equinox..but oh wells, daddy didn't permit it. Such a spoiler, but like i said, one of those hiccups. I've yet to go climbing, hopefully soon? *hint!* :P

   I spent the yesterday doing accounts mcq's. Did them all in one go. Yippee! There were like 5 past-year papers. So good to get rid of them. Now' i've just got 5 ehm, accounting paper 4's to do. How nice. *claps hands gleefully* Oh, and i've started on my AS stats..pathetic i know, but hey, im TRYING here okay?? I already hate math so much........*sighs*

   I was able to meet up with some girls from my church power group last night. It was good. I've never been to such a meeting before...we sat, talked and bonded, and then we prayed. For everything. I felt very much revived after that. :) I realised that me being a new Christian is so wonderful. Everyday is a new day, a new day of renewed faith, of falling in love with God all over again, and of just praising Him for the little things that went well in that day.

   But that was DURING the meeting. Before that, i had to go through my dad's ranting about WHY i wanna go to these things. WHY i don't want to concentrate on my studies. WHY this and WHY that. In my mind, i was thinking, "WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO FEEL GUILTY FOR SOMETHING THAT I'VE BEEN LOOKING FORWARD TO??" I pretty much sat quietly during the whole ride. He always makes me feel so incompetent. So guilty...argh. Oh, and you know what else he thought? He was thinking it was a coven. *slaps forehead* I'M NOT A FREAKING WITCH LAH. Though sometimes i wish i am one. Like the ones on Charmed, but that's beside the point. Haih.

   I'm still praying for my dad to understand and y'know, for him to SEE that this is what I want. I love my daddy so much. It hurts to see him getting angry with me over something that's not wrong. There are times when i think, what have i done? Was i making a rash decision in accepting Christ? Would it make THAT much a difference in my life whether or not i AM one? The daily bread had something for me this morning. :) First line i read, God will move the stone. I realised that here i am, so caught up in my thoughts about how i can make things better..that i forgot that God will help me overcome this. There was a poem in it that i'd like to share :

In today's bright sunlight basking
Leave tomorrow's cares alone-
Spoil not present joys by asking
"Who shall roll away the stone?"
Oft, before we've faced the trial
We have come with joy of our own
Angels have from heaven descended
And have rolled away the stone.
-Anon

   I've got so much to look forward to. And although i'm still going through a rough time with my dad, i know that he's only looking after my best interests. Maybe i didn't explain well enough. Either way, since my dad has been such a stick about letting me go to church every Sunday, i've worked a way to a compromise. I'll stop going. Till after my exams. He says that it is a distraction, so FINE. I won't go anymore till my exams are over.

   Hmm....i feel better now. Haha. Blogging always helps. :) Anyway, i'm gonna go start on my accounts now. It's such a lovely day. How i wish i wasn't stuck at home. Hehe. Oh, and i forgot to mention that he is coming back in july. Looks like i've got something or someone i should say to look forward to. :) Life at this precise moment, isn't so bad after all. :)

Quote of the day : If God doesn't remove an obstacle, He'll help you find a way around it.  

Have a good day everyone!! :)